Happiness beyond belief ☮

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2012-02-20T00:56:00.001+08:00

My awesome boy feeding me!! hehe

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2012-02-15T07:17:00.001+08:00

happy valentine's! school made me had lesser time to go out:( but it's ok~ hehe.

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2012-02-12T14:52:00.001+08:00

wheee~ had frozen yogurt ytd:)

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2012-02-05T22:12:00.001+08:00

went to chalet for 3days 2 night.. the chalet was for lz n wl's bday. though it was quite troublesome, but it's worth it la:). didn't rly slept for the first night as xn n I went to ehub at 4am plus.. exploring. lol! overall, enjoyed it:). happy 17th lz:). and sad that I don't have all the pics;/ so... bye!

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2012-01-28T01:07:00.001+08:00

happy 2nd<3

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2012-01-22T16:34:00.001+08:00

time flies, it's cny tmr already~

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2012-01-15T10:48:00.001+08:00

school was alright so far.. juz that quite boring. I went to appeal for another course and it was a sucess. but what's bothering me now is whether I shld stay in the current one or juz change. hmm.. so hard to make up my mind :/

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2012-01-01T16:05:00.001+08:00

Happy new year all! it's 2012! hope everything goes well for me and all my friends arnd me. I juz wish that this year would be better den last year! :)

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2011-12-26T03:49:00.001+08:00

Merry christmas, though I'm late by a few hours, but hahahah it's nv too late

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2011-12-22T02:14:00.001+08:00

done choosing my courses for Ite.. yeah, I've made up my mind. nt gna go sec5. though I know it's kinda wasted for me to go Ite but well.. I've no choice, I don't have confidence in myself for O's n if I fail them, I would also have to go Ite. so I might as well go now. and one more wasted thing is that, I'm able to go for higher nitec but I chose to go for nitec courses instead as higher nitec courses are rly damn boring and I rly have no interest in all of them. right now, I juz hope I get into what interests me :)

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2011-12-20T03:02:00.001+08:00

Taken my N's results ytd which was 19th. It turned out to be something better den what I've expected. I'm able to go on to sec5, but I'm still considering whether I shld or shld I juz head to Ite? I'm left with like 3 days to make my choice as I've to sign up for the courses by the 22nd. damn it, it's rly damn stress, as I've rly no idea whr I wna go and what I wna study. This is rly fking my mind :'( Hope I can make up my mind asap, best by tmr..

Time flies, 4years had passed & I'm about to graduate. Best of luck to my close friends/friends from school in their future, as we're not tgt anymore. Wish u all n myself the best :)

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2011-12-13T21:28:00.001+08:00

went for dar's bday chalet ytd. but sad that I didn't stay, haha. feeling so tired now :(

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2011-12-06T04:38:00.001+08:00

Don't wish for a happy ending, cos it means your story will end. Wish for a never ending, so your story can last forever.

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2011-12-04T18:03:00.001+08:00

The sky is crying almost everyday...

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2011-12-01T15:32:00.001+08:00

This year is gna be my last year in sch. great spectrum this year :)

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2011-11-19T01:42:00.001+08:00

Miss having fun & talking crap with her. haha. :)

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2011-11-06T19:24:00.001+08:00

Good things will always come to an end somehow. 我无法能够在给你幸福..

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2011-11-01T00:33:00.001+08:00

I miss them, it's been quite awhile since I've last met all of them tgt. We're either busy with work or study. :( But well, we'll still dig out some time to meet somehow. ♥

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2011-10-24T05:15:00.003+08:00

It was nv easy to be me, I don't even understand myself. :(

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2011-10-22T02:26:00.003+08:00

I know some things are not up to my control and things don't come and go whenever I like. I may keep running away from reality but there's one thing I rly can't deny.... In my heart, I know I rly do miss you & there's nth I could do about it.

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2011-10-20T01:20:00.001+08:00

Happy 15th birthday to my dearest bro! :)

FLEAAAAAA ON 15TH!

2011-10-15T01:58:00.004+08:00

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2011-10-14T02:40:00.001+08:00

Maybe it's true, that I can't live without you...

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2011-10-13T01:50:00.000+08:00

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2011-10-08T00:43:00.003+08:00

I love merry go round, as it is v awesome.. that's bcoz no matter how faraway the horses go and how many turns they have made, they will still return to the starting point of happiness in the end. and that makes the person looking at it happy too. =)

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2011-10-05T23:10:00.001+08:00

3more papers to go and I'm done!! gdluck everyone! have faith!

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2011-10-03T18:16:00.001+08:00

Had my combined science paper tdy.. It seems alright but like no.. K I'm mad :/ hope for the best for tmr's maths paper.. Cfm gg.com for me, sigh.

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2011-10-01T00:50:00.001+08:00

Gna b taking my next N's paper on the 3rd of oct, which is like 2days more.. Not rly prepared for some subjects like physics, maths. I don't even know a single shit abt physics n it sucks as it's combined w my chemistry and somehow I felt that chemistry is maybe passable. Oh well, w/e it is.. Juz hope that my results in the end wouldn't disappoint me and hope that all my hard work all this while is worth it.

xxx God bless.

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2011-09-29T00:19:00.001+08:00

Some of the greater things in life are unseen. That's why you close your eyes when you kiss, cry and dream.

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2011-09-25T19:54:00.001+08:00

Life is not about the people who act true to your face. It’s about the people who remain true behind your back.

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2011-09-23T14:05:00.001+08:00

Gave school a miss today. Whole body's aching & I'm kind of sick.. 10more days to my next paper for n's. Sian max~

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2011-09-22T01:04:00.001+08:00

Coz I had a bad day ;

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2011-09-19T19:58:00.001+08:00

Shiying's 18th bday ^^

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2011-09-15T22:38:00.001+08:00

Love don't run
Love don't hide hide
It wont turn away yr back den from a fight
Baby I'm right here and I'm not going anywhere

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2011-09-13T17:54:00.001+08:00

如果有一天，我们再见面，时间会不会倒退一点?

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2011-08-22T09:50:00.000+08:00

Prelims had ended not long, juz few days back. now, awaiting for my prelims results to be out and after a few weeks ltr it would be my N's. I am very busy these few days and it's time for me, you & everyone else to study hard. Juz hope everything goes well :)..

xxxx.
God bless.

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2011-08-07T13:44:00.003+08:00

Hi, it's been long since I'm here. It's August alrd, time passes real fast this year. In juz a few days time, I'll be having my prelims and weeks aft, it's my N's. Oh well, juz hope everything goes smoothly for me though life isn't gg very well for me.

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2011-07-10T20:46:00.000+08:00

hiiii. it's been quite awhile since I posted here. I'm getting rly busy with school stuffs this month.. been staying back almost everyday for lessons and stuffs.. Not having enuf slp too :( sigh~ haha. well. 10more days!! <3<3

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2011-06-15T04:34:00.000+08:00

Holidays is abt to end in a week time or so. June holidays for me are spent on work, and gg out. I was working at takashimaya before that at a fair, but it's over alrd. Had my pay few days back and I've spent arnd 100bucks of it :( argh. Rly wished tht money would juz fall from the sky as it is always a big problem for me -_-.

Life's a boredom.

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2011-06-01T17:35:00.001+08:00

HI :D

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2011-05-26T18:12:00.003+08:00

Celebrated peiyi's 16th few days back, had a great day that day. It's been quite a long time since we all really went out, miss those times.. :') Mye had ended for sometime, going for ptm ltr on with my sis to collect my report book. Sians. Got cip tmr in school and aft that have to go for work :(

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2011-05-02T22:05:00.000+08:00

Helloello :). I guess almost everyone is having their mid year exams now, so am I. Wish everyone, especially my friends best of luck. Don't ever give up on yourself. Hehe, baibai! =)

2011-04-24T17:34:00.001+08:00

Hi hehe.

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2011-04-09T21:17:00.001+08:00

Idk what's going on with some people, he/she juz thinks so naively and rlly thought that someone would juz change for a particular person. come on, action speaks louder then words, are you rlly that dumb and thinks that she would rlly change juz for you? if you rlly did believe, only one word to describe u, & that's naive! since you chose this way, someday I swear, and I can confirm you would regret. Don't make a joke out of yourself by losing all your great friends for someone who isn't worth! when one day she leaves you, don't come back sobbing saying that you've regret, we'll all only laugh back at you as you didn't put our words in your mind and think through it carefully.

You said you know what to do, but as we all knows. Obviously you don't know, even people that are stupid also can tell that she's juz making use of you, but then. Too bad you've been brainwashed by her, juz a few sentence or words from her & u rly thought that she'll love you for a life time and
could change all her bad stuffs away for you? Plz la, NO! if rly it's that easy to change for someone, there wouldn't be sad ppl in the world anymore! Had you ever heard of it takes juz 3days to turn bad but 3years to turn good? I know you cant tolerate ppl mocking abt her. If you're unhappy, come confront us then. At anytime, we'll sure be free to speak to you. Come to your senses la! If we didn't treat you as a good friend we wouldn't be wasting all our saliva speaking all this shits already.

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2011-03-27T16:15:00.002+08:00

Argh.. I'm so bored right now, so many things running through my mind but idk what's going on.. It's a sunday today, and so. Tmr's a monday again, fuck school! Damn sian sey.. What to do now..? Feel like doinging my DnT but lazy ah.

I hate school.. Idk why they like to catch my hair saying that it's dyed.. Lame sia, I dye black how many times alr u still want me dye -.-.. zzz. almost get a suspension for monday but thanks to my dad keep kpkbing mr ho and at last no suspension. Shld I rlly just dye it black? -.-.. Like waste money and waste time only, give my hair a few weeks ltr colour sure drop again!

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2011-03-21T20:20:00.002+08:00

Just to share something out here, It kind of freaked me out.

This is a spirit in a college in Pennsylvania. He was a teacher that everyone hated, he has been pushed around by students, and harassed. One day, he got so angry, he yelled so hard at a girl for cursing at him and started to embarrass her. She was so angry/embarrassed that she locked him in the janitors closet for days with no food, water or anything. He’s been dead for over 40 years now and has been haunting this college. Some students in this college went missing, or found dead. They believe it’s from this spirit. Reblog this or he will show up at the end of your bed while you’re sleeping, and kill you.

Obviously, I reblogged cos I got freaked out too LOL.

& guess what? My holidays are over! Damn fast sey. School's as boring as usual laaaaa.

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2011-03-17T17:11:00.002+08:00

Went to marina square with classmates ytd, had lots of fun =) Met mr yoong there and he treated us just acia. After eating, some went home while the rest of us headed down to sheesha~ Till about 9+, walked over to bugis and bused back to panjang. Waited for yt at 170, and she accompanied me to have my dinner at 163. Dinner at 1030pm, pathetic much? LOL. Long and tiring day, but still. Worth it though!

Headed to school for extra lessons today, had 4hours of DnT. Damn sian, lesson starts at 8am and I woke up at 8 LOL. Prepared and stuffs and I left house at 9. It was raining man, cold like .____. DnT coursework alot sia.... So lazy to do :(

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2011-03-14T01:45:00.002+08:00

Just realised that I've not blogged for a long time so ya.. I shall just post something~ Time passes fast this year, I've gotten back my report book. K la, as usual. Sucks, can't be bothered with anything anymore, shall just go after my studies, and nothing shall be put above the priority of that. Kinda sick of life, problems kept coming in. Fucked up much?

- You must be happy.

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2011-02-25T23:21:00.000+08:00

So tired right now, kinda regret gg to school today. starting i still thought that i would be able to get back some of my results but it ended up getting nth. as for the reason that i dont wanna go to sch today is, i fell down ytd and hurt my leg. I'm likea bai ka now, fml. i like cannot 1year don't fall down de eh.

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2011-02-20T17:33:00.002+08:00

It's been long since I last posted, so ya. Since I'm free now, I shall post. Well. School is -____- as usual. Feeling damn stressed out this few days. Ct1 is tomorrow and obviously, I've not really studied yet and I'm afraid. My mind's kinda heavy now, don't really have the studying mood. Hmm.. I realised, I can't really understand myself much :\ Argh.

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2011-02-09T17:59:00.002+08:00

Are you guilty? Get a life please, It's been long and you still don't realise your mistakes. Great for you then.

Damn sian, I really hate school so much. Almost kena suspended today cos of my skirt, lame?

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2011-02-07T22:08:00.002+08:00

Headed to bai nian first and after that went to celebrate Weiling & Lizuan's 16th birthday ytd :).

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2011-01-30T20:21:00.002+08:00

Ah, went to town ytd. It was raining the whole day, damn sian. Bused back about 10+, reached panjang at 11 and I have to walk home in the rain. Sad max, and now I'm having fever, aww...

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2011-01-21T23:33:00.002+08:00

Well, you know. School is getting from bad to worst, and getting more bored each day. It feels like I'm gg to jail instead of sch u know? I'm like almost facing the wall everyday if not I have to stand for periods cos of rlly lame stuffs. Idk what's with the rules and the teachers. The worst part is, I've explained a thousand times that I've dyed my hair black already and I'm still getting caught for dont know what fuck. If this goes on, seriously, I won't have the feel to study anymore bitch sch.

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2011-01-15T00:09:00.001+08:00

This is life, good things always comes to an end. Since when did happiness lasts for a lifetime? Suddenly just rmbed that I got a blog, totally forget about it alr =( hehe.

2011-01-11T21:46:00.001+08:00

Didn't you realised? Life's so pathetic.

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2011-01-06T22:10:00.002+08:00

School started, and fuck it man! Nonsense rules, went in at 720 today and they said im late, argh. Sot sia! How to go on like this?!

SUP!

2011-01-01T23:08:00.000+08:00

It's 2011 peeps! HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL, HAVE A GREAT DAY AHEADDDDDD.

Merry Christmas.

2010-12-25T02:39:00.002+08:00

It's christmas, sup? Head down to my relative's house for buffet today, gan tired till after i eat finish and i fell asleep on her sofa LOL, plans for tmr? Heading down to bbq, and for the day after tmr, bbq again. OMG, fml, 1st day buffet, 2nd and 3rd day bbq, sure fat like a dog alr. Need to maintain on what I eat now, hahaha. Just hope I don't fall sick after all therse heaty food. Have fun all!

It's true, it's christmas and I ain't happy. Forget it, Vienna maintain your mood!

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2010-12-18T02:06:00.002+08:00

Sup. Life's the same, and ya obviously I'm bored. It's only 2, and I can't get to sleep. Ppl keep asking me to go on the 23th, shld I go? =( I really dk man.

-______________- fark my lifeeeee, I'm tired of it

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2010-12-16T01:20:00.003+08:00

Tell me when you've finally understood

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2010-12-10T19:08:00.002+08:00

I srsly feel damn lifeless now, fuck my life. I really feel like going on mia and just stay @ home everyday. And now, I've the urge to quit my job. I just really feel like nuaing @ home everyday, I feel damn fucking bad to those whom I didn't pick their calls or rply their msgs. I really dk what's going on with me, nbcb. I hate myself sia fuck! I can't believe I actually rot on my bed for 10 hours doing nothing, and now I finally bear to get up from my bed and use comp. Jitao skipped my lunch and I don't even feel hungry, and now.. Waiting for my mother to buy dinner back for me.

What's wrong with me..

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2010-12-05T03:15:00.003+08:00

Hmm, was suppose to go chalet today but end up.. My flu pwned me, so yea.. I stayed @ home camping at my sofa for the whole day. But zzz, I always say I'll stay @ home but at last 12am I still went out for supper with my eyes swollen =_= didn't want to go out actually, but since lz's leaving for msia tmr so I guess we'll just have a supper before she leave. Left house @ 12am, trained over to cck, had mac for supper wtf LOL. After that at 1+, cabbed back home with them =) And now.. Idk what I'm doing. Bai baiiiii

Midnight @ cck's mac. Our last pic before she leaves for msia! =)

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2010-11-30T00:30:00.002+08:00

Went to fareast today to accompany nini by her things, and after that cab down to farrer park city square, to eat seoul garden to celebrate js's birthday. Damn tiring day, I'm feeling damn tired now, just reached home not long. Still have to work tmr, & i'm still not sure if i wanna go. :( Siannnnzz.

2010-11-28T00:48:00.003+08:00

I may look really happy on the outside, but do you exactly know how I feel in the inside? Why do I have to let my dreams consume me and tell me what to think? Why am I dreaming? Srsly, I feel damn fucked up with my life right now. Nothing is going on well for me I guess, I'm really damn tired of all this already. You know, that kind of feeling when you just want to give up on everything and not bother about anything anymore, but on the other hand you're afraid to. Now there's words in my heart that I really can't utter, & Idk what to do..

So all this while, did you think I was really happy?

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2010-11-27T02:57:00.003+08:00

It's almost 3am now, just dota finish. Idk why but I don't feel tired eh! Well, I've pon ten work for 2 days alr, thursday & friday. And now, I don't feel like going on Monday also. I really feel fucked up there, I don't see a point working with a lousy supervisor. I can't get to sleep now and I've to wake up early tmr to maybe eat breakfast and I've to reach jp at 11am fml! Shld I like just stay awake all the way till 7? zzz.

R.i.p meiyan, everyone misses you..

500th.

2010-11-23T23:26:00.009+08:00

Selling off my Emporio Armani sunglasses. Style :(EA9136/s), Colour: Pinkish purple. I bought it @ $250 and now I'm willing to sell it off at almost half price! 100% AUTHENTIC! Name a reasonable price above $100, price negotiable :) Comes with case and everything, it's still brand new. Ask me for pics if u want, I'll be willing to send you. Contact me if interested, thanks! ^^

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Well, this is my 500th post. LOL. So like seriously, what can I blog about? It's like I'm almost working everyday and I just go home after work. All I could say is lifeless. I planned to tahan a few more days and I'm gonna quit, I don't see a point continue working with fucked up people & attitudes there. & what? I've been falling asleep numerous times at work this few days, Idk why but my eyes just feels like closing.. Maybe it's because I'm lack of sleep? As I only sleep like 2hours per day? Fml? zz.

=(? My mind's confused, what to do :\?

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2010-11-19T01:36:00.002+08:00

Ask myself, am I happy? Am I contented? Well, I don't think so..

It's not like I don't feel, it's like I don't show.

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2010-11-18T00:50:00.001+08:00

Catch me whenever I fall,

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2010-11-17T00:52:00.002+08:00

Work for only half day today, after that don't have to come to works for 3 days, plus 2weekends = 5days. Sibei song! What I'm afraid is during those 5days I'm damn slack and on Monday I won't have the feel to work anymore, and of cos if that really happens. I'm gg-ed. 2 more weeks to pay day, wheeeeeee~

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2010-11-14T17:47:00.003+08:00

Went to Marina ytd to celebrate xn's birthday in advance at yuki yaki, ate buffet there. Not very nice but fun though, LOL. And obviously, I'm officially broke, my wallet is empty now, likea fucked up. How am I going to go on for the rest of the day? :/ Got work tmr again, sian! =(

Imma strong and happy girl, I'll nvr cry again =)

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2010-11-13T00:15:00.000+08:00

I'm very tired =(

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2010-11-09T22:19:00.002+08:00

Action speaks louder then words, what is so great about lying you tell me. Why do both ways just lead me to the end? Forget it, whatever it is. I've decided to take the risk, be it whether I fall or not, I'm prepared.

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2010-11-07T21:19:00.002+08:00

This is weird... Things are really getting weird for me, I don't seem to understand anything & I don't know what's going on. :/ Fuck.

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2010-11-05T20:08:00.002+08:00

Finally I've a break, for 3 days. And monday, work again =_=. I'm just gonna camp at home and let myself rest, as I really didn't have enough sleep for the past 4 days..

So ya, fml, Idk what's going on with my mind. I srsly don't feel like thinking or even knowing anything. Knowing somethings can really pull someone down like fuck. If you really wanna tell and lie to the whole world of your stories or smlj saying how bad I am, can go on why not. But think about it, are you anywhere better? You're trying to make a joke out of yourself or what sia cb. Laugh my ass off ! Go and do something that's more realistic la rather then acting like you're so good. =_______= & some ppl pls don't be so paranoid and keep thinking that I'm writing about you when I'm not, you know why you'll feel this way? cos you're feeling guiltyyyyyyyyy. HAHA.

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2010-11-03T22:47:00.002+08:00

Wl and yt left for cambodia, for 10 days I guess. Will miss them =).

And for now, I feel like some no life kid waking up at like 5+ every morning and sleeping during midnight, If only I could manage my sleeping time abit better =_= I feel damn cui this few days, really tired till I bwg =( It's really not easy waking up so early in the morning and work for like 9hours, I like abit buey tong liao man. Tmr still have to work, sian 1/2!! Jiayou Vna!

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2010-10-31T19:50:00.004+08:00

Time passes so fast, it's the end of october already. Working tmr, jitao fml I have to wake up @ like 5+? -_-... Idk why but, my mood now is like !#@$%&#%@# totally can't be described. Yeah totally fuck life, no matter how hard is it, I still have to go on.

The future is still in my power =).

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2010-10-29T00:13:00.003+08:00

Sup yo, I've promoted to sec4. Srsly felt quite song looking at the sentence 'promoted to sec4 (NA)', today was the last day of school. Holidays are here, but I ain't happy. I felt so bored of this life.

Wanna pull me down? C'mon! =) You wanna play with me and I'll play along.

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2010-10-26T13:10:00.002+08:00

Love the way you lie.

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2010-10-23T23:47:00.003+08:00

Went for k ytd at cdans, after that 117 for our dinner. Total $138 WTF. Nb, celebrating px's birthday ytd yet i kena so much cake, zzz. Reach home at 11+, bathe and stuffs, dota. Felt damn full ytd, I guess I over drank, make till I insomnia 6am then can sleep. Haizzzzzzzzz.

=( .

Fml.

2010-10-18T20:55:00.000+08:00

Well, I think I had enough.

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2010-10-17T16:49:00.002+08:00

I didn't realised that I've not blogged for so long o.0. Eoy was over, getting back papers in progress now. I think I did quite badly for some, I felt damn wasted as I did studied hard but yet the outcome wasn't what I did expected. Fml. If I can't promote, I really fucking dk what to do anymore. All I could do now, is just pray hard... Sian..

-_________-......

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2010-10-09T19:33:00.002+08:00

Had my maths paper 2 ytd, totally fml. The paper is like zzz, not for human to do one. Ended at about 930, stayed in sch for awhile and went home to prepare and stuffs. Bus down to jurong with ali, meet jer yr and he's friend. Went to clementi's kbox till about 6+ and went for pool ^^. Cabbed home with ali and yr after thattttt. Having my physics paper on monday == like a sian only.. 2 more papers to go and I'm freeeeeeeeeeee.

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2010-10-07T15:48:00.002+08:00

Had my geography paper today, fml whatever that I studied like didn't even came out or something ==. Prepare to fail, zzz. I'm not having a good mood today, I feel so fed up.. Fuck all this obstacles that is blocking me in my life. Argh.. 5 more days to end of exams and I'm free.

What's the point of being bias? Fuck off sia really.

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2010-10-02T18:57:00.003+08:00

Had my english paper ytd, kinda fucked up with it for the first time. Instead of writing a report, I went to write a formal letter. Zzz. Went to sch for maths remedial today, sian and I like still don't understand.. I guess I really need a tutor as time is running out! Chionging studies everyday =( Haizzzz. My mind is totally screwed with unpleasant things, fuck this. Just kin 12 october and exams are over!!!! Empty my mind for now and go after my studies ^^

All the best to you =).

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2010-09-30T20:48:00.005+08:00

I've got mc for 2 days, 29th and 30th. But I went today as exams are starting tmr. And I'm like still sick FML. Like a sian only. Having english paper tmr, after that on the coming monday, I would be having chemistry. Wtf.. No more dota for me =( STUDY! GOGO! Goodluck all!

Somehow I think the most beautiful people are the ones who went through the toughest situations in life but still manage to keep a smile on their face, especially if they have a bright personality to go along with that smile. These are the people we should really admire =)

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2010-09-28T21:25:00.003+08:00

Was back from camp 2days ago. Felt damn tired as I really didn't have enough sleep, like shag only. And now, I'm having a high fever, 39.5 =[ Feel damn restless like one kuku, went to see doctor after sch today @ fajar and cab home after that. Slept throughout the day, and my whole body's burning. Didn't have the energy to do everything even my sister has to feed me eat my dinner LOL. Aww, I'm not sure If I shld go sch tmr, exams are coming and I can't bear to miss out 1 lesson.

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2010-09-23T22:23:00.002+08:00

Today's the 23rd! And tmr's 24th, and that means. My camp is tmr! I'll be away from friday to sunday ^^. 3 days camp, hoseh bo. Don't have to attend lesson tmr, shiok. Hope we'll all have fun. Chinese oral tmr also, sian 1/2. 3dayssss, and I'll be back ! Bai ^^

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2010-09-20T23:34:00.003+08:00

Went late for sch today, as I thought there was hair check and at last it changed to tmr. Fml... All the way slacking, except for geography and DnT. The rest, free perioddd shiok. Sch ended at 2, and it was raining! Went to sch gate to meet buibuimaomao ^^ she came to sch to fetch me! how nice of her hahaha. And we walked over to fajar with her garfield umbrella LOL. Had lunch and studied. Had very long talks with her also haha! Around 6+ we trained home :)

Hair check tmr! =(??

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2010-09-12T18:23:00.003+08:00

Went to plaza ytd, to get Miksze's cake at Swensens. Headed down to timah lan, waited for Szepei and the rest to come. And we went in together. Sang birthday song for her, well, shouldn't had bought ice cream cake as it sort of melted, but still, nice! Sang k after that till 4pm. Weiling and I went to play pool, after that lannnn. Headed to market for dinner, bused to westmall after that for a movie. Which was haunted changi, Imma gonna rate it 1/10 LOL. As it's totally crap, even though some part I really freaked out -_-. But the movie was really draggy and full of rubbish. After the movie had ended, walk around westmall for awhile, and after that bused to panjang to slack~ around 10, walk home with wanlin while vee went to fajar.

Well, school's starting tomorrow. How fucked up could that be? Damn it man nahbei. Just fuck everything in life, it's really getting on my nerves. Zzz. Haiz.

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2010-09-10T00:36:00.003+08:00

If you only knew how hard izzit going through all this pain. Everything feels wrong again, how’d i get back to this place? So many questions and options and thoughts and hopes and dreams and what ifs coming in and out. I know what i want and I know how long i’ll want it for. I thought that something new needs to come along and drag me out, but yet, the one that got dragged out was you.

It's already a Friday, and Monday is coming. Which means, school is starting. What the fuck.... Seriously just kill me to get me off from all these pain in my heart :( I think I had enough, I deserve something better then this I'd guess. Well.. You must be happy as you've disappoint me once again and again, when you're there happily laughing yet I'm here crying my heart out, nb zzz. I seriously wonder if you had a heart.

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2010-09-08T11:48:00.002+08:00

I'm bored.. Went out with this cbk 2days ago heh heh heh. It's raining heavily now and I still have to go to sch soon. Zzz , my remedial starts at 1pm T_T Fml. 4 more days to enjoy and back to sch again. Aiyer.. Ppl nowadays.. Aww, selfish fuck! Had nvr spared a thought for the others, loseerrrrr!

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2010-09-04T15:57:00.001+08:00

HAHA BITCH ! YOU JITAO FAILURE + HONGSTER TTM ~ HOPE U SEE THIS AND KNOW WHO U ARE ^^

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2010-09-03T22:23:00.003+08:00

Finally last day of term, and a break.. Got back my fucking imba results today, likea cui. Holidays don't seem like it, still have to go back school for remedial zzz haizzz. I'm so tired now, just reached home not long. And my eyes are closing, guess I'm really tired out in every ways, be it physically or emotional. Sick of this world , -_-

I don't understand what's going on, fuck everything.

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2010-09-02T00:03:00.002+08:00

Likeasian. Slept at 7 last night, dota with jer till 6+. Went to sleep at 7, and I woke up @ 12 wtf. I feel so fucking no life now, either going out if not stay @ home. & srsly, what's with the ppl nowadays! Getting from bad to worst, 1 piece of fked up shit. Zzz

Back to sch tmrrr, sian 1/2.

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2010-08-30T23:06:00.003+08:00

This is getting so bored.. I'm sick and tired of everything, I'd think if your motive is just to seek attention from so many ppl, I'd rather u get a life instead. Like really, getthefuckoff.

Teachers' day celebration tmr, I'm so not gonna go, what a waste of time. I rather spend my time sleeping, since I didn't slept well for long.

2010-08-26T21:22:00.004+08:00

Fuck this world! NOTHING BUT FULL OF FKED UP PPL. GET A LIFE, HAVE A HEART.

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2010-08-21T22:58:00.002+08:00

Sian, damn shaggggg. I could only either vent everything on eating non-stop, or don't even eat. -_- Idk what's going on, well. Sometimes the words you say to a human being is like a tattoo, it goes deep and you can't remove it. I screwed my mind zzz. Should I go on?

The worlds 10 biggest lie, 'forever'.

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2010-08-20T23:41:00.003+08:00

Fuck everything in life. All lies.

If you only knew what my heart goes through for you.

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2010-08-16T20:24:00.003+08:00

I'm very tired.. Really.. I need a rest, everything is killing me in 1 go. I can't take it anymore. Sighhhh, fuck this world. Nvr had they spared a thought for ppl.. I seriously feel that I'm invisible -_-