我爱也爱够了, 哭也哭够了.

Why, why, why. It's been so long. I thought everyone deserves a second chance? Where's mine? I had enough T___________T

Heartaches every single day!

Never had my heart felt happiness in these months. Sometimes, my heart really sank after I heard some stuffs. I've always wanted to know what's happening, but till I've heard it. I would rather wish that I shouldn't have know. Really can't make up my mind, some thing's really wrong! Must things really go hard on me till like this, I seriously don't know how to describe how I'm feeling right now! Am I sad cause of everything that had happen or am I angry that I've done wrong in the past and this is my retribution? Why are there endless stuffs for me to worry about... Argh. Really sorry that I've to vent everything out here. Just bear with me for awhile, and I believe it would be fine. Perhaps a few days more. Have a good day everyone, esp ______. That's all for nao, hope things would be better for me, bai.

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我很想你 :(
what am I suppose to do ...... :\

5, 6.

Ytd, went out with Celeste! Went to bugis to shop. Spent quite alot :\ Haha, had alot of fun & laughter together with her. We shop till around 7 and bused back. Stop at petir, then walked over to lrt to meet Wanlin. And we had our dinner at 117. Damn funny! Cause there were alot of flies there. Haha, Celeste went off for her bbq after that, while me and Wanlin walk to plaza. Then after that met Yihui for awhile. After that, cab home at 9+. :] Had an early sleep ytd, headache!



Today, met Wanlin for lunch in the afternoon. Then after awhile I went back home rest, while she go home pangsai. LOL. Met her at about 3+ going 4, trained to panjang to meet Yihui. Went to plaza for second round of lunch at KFC. After that Yihui went off. Walk around plaza then Jan came. Then awhile later Yeehong dk from where pop out. LOL. Slack around, then after that walk to jelapang 5head. Then walk to segar. Buy thing, and trained home :]. Tired oh~

If that's the way you think, so be it.

3 letters, FML.
If you expect people to treat you good then treat them good first. Use some brains, come on. If you've got a attitude problem don't bother to talk to me. I totally hate it when people just throw their fucking tantrum on me for nothing. Though I know I'm no better, but at least I hardly do that to people & I know what I'm doing. What for you go against everything you have now? You can't even make up your own mind, then you do not have the rights to ask for so much. If you like to complain so much about how unfair everything goes on you, go and die sua!

I seriously can't tolerate so much things anymore, I really really feel like exploding. Things are getting on my nerves. There's so much things for me to worry bout now, yet some people are making it worst. Fuck, I guess I'll fail before I even try. So be it, I'll still have to face it.

3.

3rd feb alr. Fast isn't it. Okay, my fever has recover alr. Left with my cough, and still abit of sore throat. Had 2hours of DnT straight today, and recess. After that, 3 other more periods and ended at 2pm. This few days, my attitude + mood don't seems to be good. Really felt angry sometimes that I feel like taking a gun and shoot someone! Argh.. Enough of your stupid act, nvr seen someone as rabak as you sia -___-.

Tmr's 4th.. Speechless! Not gonna write so much here! Shall vent it all out in my pte blog. In case some kaypohs come read and tell everyone a diff story like what he/she always does! (don't ask me who izzit, you yourself know whether you did it or not.) Bai!!! Don't provoke me this few days! Seriously not in a good mood x10000000.

Thursday tmr -_____- let's dai.

2.

Second Feb, hmm.. I've been sick for almost 4 days I think. Been coughing really badly! My throat is really pain pain pain! Went to school today, really feel like fainting! Had lessons and stuffs. Boring as usual. Ended at 1.05. Headed to canteen till 3+.

Went home, prepare and stuffs. 5, trained to bangkit. Meet nini, mh, wl, yt, lz. Make all of them waited for me for a long time :\ Like so paiseh~ So good of them to pei me see doc. Hehe. Cost me $30 bucks for all the nonsense medicine. See liao I also wanna faint, argh.. Hate eating medicine! Sucks!! Gotten a 2days MC, but I guess I'm still going to school. Purposely took 2days as I'm having P.E on Thursday and if I'm not wrong I need to run 2.4 zzz. So skip! Hmm, is my sickness gonna recover soon? Hope my voice gets better LOL. Gonna have a good sleep~

Some thing's wrong with my mind. What am I thinking? Argh.. Shouldn't think + worry so much. Soon, I'll know, if it's meant to be..

And, Happy birthday to Sinhui! :).

1.

New start of the month. Yet, life don't feels right. Yeah, I'm still sick after 2-3 days. Woke up at like 4am to eat my medicine & went back to sleep. Sore throat + cough is really killing me. Plus my fever is like not stable. Went to school today as I'm only left with a slight fever, like only 37.6. So I thought it was alright, and wow my voice! nice one zzz. Actually, planned to stay at home, but I don't wanna miss out any lessons + no ones' at home to take care of me. So yup.

I've been coughing for the whole day badly! Argh.. Stayed back in school for class decoration, and after that went to 3a1 for awhile. Till 5+ 6, went to bangkit to buy some things, and cabbed home. Like wtf, peek hour! Sua.. I really don't have the energy to train back home. Reached home and realise my temperature is 39.5! So pathetic! My fever is like, so not stable. After awhile, it's alright and after awhile it went up again. What nonsense.

Well, it's 1feb now. 1 month had just passed so quickly. Chinese new year + valentines' is coming :P. Gotta head to town to shop for clothes. And... Build up some confidence to.. Ahem.. Shall not say out, as long as my heart knows :].

Sickkkkkk

Argh.. Terribly sick right now, having a fever + cough, I guess someone passed it to me -__- Damn it! I've been coughing for the whole morning! And my voice is like wow ._. Can't stand it! Very tong ku!! ZZZ

Hi, just ate finish dinner. And my temperature is 39.7. Help... I'm like fainting :S If it's reaches 40degrees for me, = GG!!!! Bai gonna sleep, im boiling

Zzzz

Today my mood was like -'-, and sorry for some friends that you have to tahan me + see my moooody face :\.

Enough is enough la cb -___-

28.

Hello~ I'll post a proper one today. Okay, woah.. Slept at like 12am last night, cause of smth. Nvm, so 5+ woke up as my phone rang LOL. Reply msg then went to sleep back till 6 liddat, prepare, and school. Totally, bored dai! Assemble and do stupid silent reading. Till 8am liddat, went back to class.

First period, physics! Mr Lai, how lame? LOL. So, sleeeeeeeep. Next period, eng. Quite boring, sleep a little. Then followed by Chinese. As usual, do nothing! Recess after that, really tired. Ate, and went up. It was life skill, didn't really have lesson as all of us were decorating the class. Haha, after that. Geography, Hohoho didn't came :]. So, free period. And wad totally bored, so went in and out of the class. Walk around~ And I got scolded -____-. Assembly after that. Totally hate it! Cause it's always very hot! Like barbeque! Damn sian la, they have been like talking th same things for years and years. So, try to kill time. Play itouch~ Lol. Assembly finally ended at like 2. Went to eat, walk around in school.

Around 430, left school. Went to pending bus stop with wl, baobao, mh, xinni. And down to timah for poooooool~ Home at around 730. I'm really tired now, I really need to get a good sleep today okay! Argh...

I seriously don't know what to say! For me, this few day's mood is like.. Down down down down down.. What else more? :\

hais..

So many things that I'm dying to say! :( :( :( :( :( Idk what to do! T_T

What to do?

T_________T Feel like screaming + crying it all out! Damn..

Oh man!

Halo, ytd went out at 3, to meet baobao at phoenix then walk over to ten mile as the weather was like so hot! So, go in blow air con and went to Mr.Bean to eat a lil~ LOL, and while walking there we saw QQ. Suay dai he! LOL, he bully he's meimei sia! badddd. Haha, after eating bus to ow. Walk around and stuffs till bout 6pm? Went to causeway, was thinking of buy something end up didn't. Argh, damn it! Haha, after that bus to petir, went 117 to eat. And, about 8+, walk over to plaza, toilet. After that, trained home at about 9 :]. Rest of pics at baobao blog, I lazy to upload :P. Baibai.

And guess what? Oh shit, Monday tmr la! What else? :\ Come on, come on come on.. What's with my mind this few days :S

23.

Ah, lazy to post about my whereabouts and stuffs today. I totally don't know how to explain how's my heart feeling right now, it's like wow... Totally, sank to the bottom. Damn it, I believe in myself. I won't give up..